This is fan created fiction about a character in a Werewolf: the Apocalypse live action role playing game run by Mind's Eye Society. If you are a fellow player, please remember that anything you read here is considered out of character knowledge. If you are a lawyer, please don't sue me; I'm not making any money off of this and it's just for fun.
Chop Wood, Carry Water
by Simon W
Inge peered carefully around as she stood outside near the little cabin that was her new home. She'd come outside for some air under the moonlight. After years of relative obscurity she was taking her place once again in a sept but she found herself craving time to herself. And so she took it in the cool of the evening. Storms had rolled through the mountains earlier and there was enough moisture left so that every surface was covered in silvery dew.
It was time to reassess what she was doing now that she was settled. She was reminded of an old phrase her mother used to say, "chop wood, carry water". As a child she hadn't understood what it meant really. She'd only really learned what value was in it after that terrible day when Dagmar and her pack had gone to fight and only Dagmar had returned. Dagmar hadn't really been completely alright since. Inge still didn't know exactly what had happened and she wouldn't ask the only person who could tell her. Some wounds didn't heal, even after eight years.
In the first terrible days after it happened Inge had been completely overwhelmed with all of the questions, the what-ifs, and worries of the future. But she had people who needed her to be present, to be functional. So while Dagmar wandered to the mountains to grieve, Inge was left to tend to the day to day duties of mother, kin, and healer. She'd focused on each task as it lay before her slowly working her way through the years.
Of course she still missed Gunther. He had been a good mate to her and a good father to their children. But he had also been a warrior for Gaia and, as all Fenrir expected to, he had paid the price of death to defend Her. Inge truly hoped that his death had been an honorable one and that he'd slain those that were harming Gaia before he succumbed.
But now the figurative wood had all been chopped and the water carried. Heinrik, Lars, and Karl had mates and households of their own now. Sigrid was in training to become a warrior in her father's footsteps. Inge had come to the Sept of the Desert Wind to continue her care-giving, only for her sister now instead of her children. It wasn't going to be enough. Inge could feel it in her bones. And she didn't like this feeling of having no clear task before her. She had become dependent on the clear boundaries of her world. Things were shifting now and undefined.
Inge sighed. She gave one last look up to the sky, to see Luna's bright face. And then she went inside to busy herself and try not to think about what was missing in her life.