Sunday, December 17, 2023

The Aftermath

 Character fiction from a troupe Vampire: The Masquerade LARP...

The Aftermath

by Simon W. 

Nyx didn't know why the truck was slowing down. They hadn't thought that far ahead. They'd jumped in, disabled the driver and then immediately jumped into the trailer, by going through it. This was their chance to stop what Pentex was doing before it got too big to really hurt anyone. 

Nyx still wasn't sure what to make of Pentex. The more they'd worked for them and the more they'd spied on them, the worse it had felt. Nyx was a pragmatist; they knew that even anything as simple as doing data analysis for such an organization was doing harm but sometimes you have got to break a few eggs to destroy a corrupt chicken farm. Or some analogy like that. But the fact of the matter is that, as far as they could tell, Pentex hadn't hurt them personally. If the Anarchs didn't have this strange alliance with this one group of Werewolves, Nyx would probably had tried to keep working for Pentex in order to keep spying on them. But that wasn't going to work and so Nyx had gathered every last bit of information they could on the Abomination project and given it to the Anarchs. And tonight they were here to help definitively end the project, along with some other former Cammies, Judge Stone, and the weird Werewolves. Tonight was effectively going to be Nyx turning in their resignation. 

Tails, what a name, was the guy running the group of Werewolves. He'd given a mission briefing and combined with his packs' intelligence and Nyx's they had figured out that the project involved something called Get of Fenris kinfolk and Brujah. Pentex was making shock troops, or attempting to anyway. The process was notoriously difficulty and most test subjects would die. But Nyx knew that there were two successes who were on this convoy, along with all of the necessary ingredients to make more subjects once the truck got to the Pentex facility. It was Nyx's job to make sure that everything inside this truck was destroyed. It seemed a straightforward enough task; breaking things was something Nyx was naturally good at. 

The truck Nyx was inside right now was the middle of the convoy. They suspected, since it was the most defended position, that the equipment would be in there. And as their eyes adjusted to the dim lighting it was obvious that had been a good supposition. Vials of blood in suspension, lots of computer equipment, and very breakable looking scientific equipment met their eyes. Nyx started casually destroying the crates nearest them. A strange sound made them look up and stare at the other end of the trailer. Two figures were there. Two enormous figures, easily seven feet tall and they were built like tree trunks. It was difficult to describe their enormity since they also looked vaguely like people, just really large, really angry, really unhinged people. Nyx locked eyes with them and recognized something in them, a familiar hint of fanaticism tinged with suppressed rage. Maybe, Nyx thought, they were more Brujah than Get of Fenris, whatever that was, and there was a way to get out of this situation in a rational way. 

"I don't suppose you boys want to discuss philosophy, do you?" Nyx asked. 

Their answer was to raise glowing red fists and run at Nyx roaring gutturally. And thus the fighting began. It wasn't anything close to a fair fight. They were easily as fast and as strong as Nyx was, and they had something else... some way to making Nyx's punches on them hit Nyx instead. Sheer stubbornness kept Nyx in the fight for as long as possible. At the very least it was doing a good job of destroying everything else in the trailer. 

Just as Nyx was well and truly losing the fight and pondering what a crap deal it was to die in a tractor trailer fighting against monsters created by the literal personification of a late-stage capitalist hellscape, the back doors were wrenched open from the outside by Judge Stone. He was the Anarch that was here to essentially watch the former Cammies to see if they were pulling their weight. As he opened the door, Arctos flew into the truck and started spitting out some sort of acrid smelling liquid. It was ignited somehow, Nyx couldn't see, and the interior of the trailer just erupted into a firestorm. All of the remained equipment and the two Abominations caught fire. They didn't die quietly or gracefully. And in that moment, Nyx felt something, some connection between themselves and the dying men. There was some visceral, familial feeling that they were feeling now that it was being severed.

Nyx didn't even notice that Judge Stone had interposed himself between them and the fire. They were suddenly lost in a series of memories that hadn't made any sense before. Digging themselves out of the ground to be met by a bunch of people in suits who seemed to expect them there. Those first six months when Pentex was teaching them how to be a vampire and how some nights when they woke up they were nearly entirely drained of blood and starving. The glee that the Pentex operatives had shown the first time Nyx had realized that when they got into a fight their fists would glow burning red and their hits were able to even hurt Werewolves. The fact that Nyx had been shipped out to California right around the same time the decision was made to move the Abomination project facilities out there. Things which had been disjointed and unconnected before suddenly came into sharp and horrifying relief. 

The drive back to the gathering passed by in a blur as Nyx was lost in their own thoughts. When they got back, Vincent and Arctos tried to be cagey about what had happened until Dahlia sharply reminded them that they were still probationary and there were no secrets among the Anarchs the way there were in the Camarilla. That was when Nyx told everyone assembled that they had found Abominations, and that they were... family. 

"You mean...they were your broodmates?," Genie asked concernedly. 

"No," said Nyx, "they were my children."

Nyx had never seen the Malkavian look so unsettled in the 18 months since they had met. And the look on Genie's face was echoed on Vincent's and eventually as the implications rippled out into the rest of the room everyone looked vaguely horrified. 

Later that night Nyx approached Judge Stone. "You're good at genealogy, yeah? I need to find the vampire who made me. I need to know why he did it. And maybe.... we'll talk about philosophy."



Friday, December 8, 2023

I'm THAT Kind of Brujah

Character fiction from a troupe Vampire: The Masquerade LARP...

I'm THAT Kind of Brujah 

by Simon W. 

Nyx's alarm went off and they looked at the time. It was 6:30 am. They sighed, put a bookmark in the book they'd been studying and made their way to where they slept. They'd considered just setting up a place to sleep in the library about a dozen times but the idea of the books and scrolls being burned because some overzealous hunter wanted to kill them was just too much to stomach.

Some things are worth more than living forever, you see. Knowledge is one of those things. 

The song had played again in the night, and then a message from the Anarchs to the ex-Camarilla members of the domain of Los Angeles. And with that, it seemed like the third Anarch revolt came to another conclusion, only this time they'd won. The defeat of their forces and the treaty being signed in 2019 hadn't been the end of the story; it had only been a lull in the fighting. As the New Year approached to put 2023 to bed, it would seem the Anarchs were stronger than ever.

"This is because they believe in something,"  Nyx muttered to themselves as they waited for the deathlike sleep to come with the dawn. 

Nyx didn't believe in anything, unless the accumulation of knowledge could be considered believing in anything. Something about being murdered and turned into a vampire had stripped them of their ability to be an idealist like they had been when they were alive. They'd taken the job with Pentex because it paid. They spied on the Camarilla for Pentex because that was part of the job. They'd spied on Pentex because they were super shady and Nyx wanted to know what they were up to. And they'd started working for the Anarchs because the other option was to be a prisoner. The Anarchs had made it very clear that killing Nyx was never on the table; granted they did that after Arne had thrown his life away trying to defend Nyx. All in all, it hadn't been a night of very good decisions made. 

And now? Now the Anarchs were openly running the domain of Los Angeles with their friends from the Independent Alliance. It was a bizarre turn of events. And Nyx had helped, slightly. In truth the biggest way they had helped was to simply stop helping the Camarilla which everyone thought was totally reasonable because Arne had died. Well, and they had neglected to actually warn anyone that the Anarchs were coming. 

"I wonder what sort of libraries the Anarchs have" Nyx mumbled sleepily as the dawn approached... 

Tuesday, July 4, 2023

Liminal Space

Character fiction from a troupe Vampire: The Masquerade LARP...

Liminal Space

by Simon W. 

    The dirty lie that our culture likes to tell us is that the only important kind of love is the romantic kind. It's supposedly secondary to everything else; the love between parent and child, the love between siblings, and it's most definitely supposed to be so much stronger than the love between friends. We are told that friendship is a different feeling than romantic love, rather than both of them simply being different facets of the same feeling. 

    It is, as I said already, a dirty lie. That's one of the things you learn real fast when you realize that you're aromantic. And tonight I feel the weight of that lie; hanging around my neck like a chain. Arne is dead and it's partially my fault. Granted a lot of it is his own damn fault! He's the one who wanted to come and kill Phoenix Society folks and he's the one who, once we got jumped, refused to keep his mouth shut. He told me he'd be with me to the end... and then less than an hour later he was ashes at my feet. Maybe someday I'll have it all sorted out, but at the moment my rage is equally directed at both him and the assholes who killed him. 

    I guess he was with me to his end. But what about mine? The last lesson he tried to teach me consciously was right before my release. He told me "don't hesitate". I don't know what else I am supposed to do when I don't have all the facts.

    I'm still a prisoner. I'm still uncertain of what my future holds, although Arne's ashes certainly are a grim reminder that I'm still in a great deal of danger. I should be thinking, or planning, or scheming. But all I can do is feel this horrible emptiness. My brother, my friend, the closest thing to family I had in this complete nonsense existence I have found myself in is gone. 
    
    I guess now I find out what kind of Brujah I am. I suspect no one is much going to like the answer; me most of all. 

Sunday, June 18, 2023

Nothing To Do But Think

Character fiction from a troupe Vampire: The Masquerade LARP...

Nothing To Do But Think

by Simon W.


    You ever just find yourself in a situation where you've got nothing but time and only the thoughts in your own head to keep you company? Maybe that's just me. It sure feels like I have spent a lot of my existence in that state. Back when I was properly human I would fill that time with studying, and learning, and arguing. Now? Not so much.

    Oh yeah, I guess I should explain that. I'm not what you would exactly call alive anymore. In January 2022 I was walking home from a protest and I got jumped in a dark alley in Boston. And when I came to I was different. I had no idea what all that meant eighteen months ago. I may not entirely understand it even if I actually have the eternity I've been promised.

    Of course, I also may not live to see another night. I am in somewhat of a precarious position at the moment. Let me try and sum up in a way that makes even remote sense.

    First off, the monsters in the night that you, me, and thousands of generations of people have told children scary stories about are very, very real. I'm one of them now. I'm a vampire. Vampires are real. Werewolves are real (and they are complete assholes). The Fair Folk are real. Mages are real. Demons are very real. God is probably real and He is not happy with.... well certainly not with me. I don't know if He really likes anyone although there are certainly some humans who are convinced He is on their side. Fortune 500 companies are actually worse than I believed as a human and also I work for one now. Boy how the mighty and idealistic have fallen.

    So yeah, jumped in a dark alley in Boston. Boston isn't really known for its dark alleys or its nightly street crime but this was a special case for some reason. I got knocked out, woke up buried in a hole in the ground and dug my way out. It was not what you'd call a fun time, not the least of which because I was both hungrier and angrier than I'd ever been in my life. A bunch of dudes in suits were there when I came out and instead of running away from the obvious monster that I was they handed me what I legitimately was a Capri Sun and let me calm down. Spoiler alert: it was not juice.

    One of the guys there gave me the basic run down that I was a vampire now, that I shouldn't go out into the sun, and that I was now on a very exclusive and slightly awkward diet. He also mentioned that if I didn't get myself killed I'd just live forever and that there is some weird political system I was going to have to learn to navigate. Then I got offered a job doing statistical analysis, told that I should never tell anyone who was gangrel who I worked for and shipped in a box to California after six months. I soon learned that gangrel wasn't just a fancy old English word for feral; it was a specific type of vampire. 

    Once in California I discover that in addition to statistical analysis I am supposed to integrate into the local vampire society. That actually isn't so hard because there is current a war going on, sometimes an actual shooting war, but always an ideological one. There are three organizations and they all always want new recruits and they all think they know the only correct way to be a vampire. Another spoiler alert: they're all wrong. 

    So now I'm here and I'm told I will be a provisional member of society for a year while they do their best to indoctrinate me into their culture. Honestly, that's a pretty short time all things considered. We start the inculturation of children at birth and don't really consider them full members of society until at least puberty. I guess the fact that I don't have to spend at least six years learning how to talk and recognize that other people exist outside of my own experience was an advantage there. But I digress (I do that a lot). The first person to take on my education was Nate and he was very concerned that I was a plant or a spy from one of the other vampire organizations. He was half correct; I was a plant and a spy but not for vampires. More on that later. Also, if I survive this Nate is going to probably tell me I'm an idiot for a couple of hours next time I see him. Is it weird that I'm kind of looking forward to that possibility? I'd like to not die in the immediate future which is a weird thing for a literal corpse to say but there you go. 

    Nate figures out that I'm not a spy for the folks called the Sabbat. He also figures out that I am working for Pentex but he doesn't really care about that. So after a month he tells the guy running Southern California that I'm fine and won't burn them all down in their sleep or something. There was some debate as to who was going to take on the rest of my education, I mean indoctrination. Which is how I met Arne. Arne is pretty cool, if about a thousand years out of date. He's pretty much the only family or friend I've got at this point, sort of a combination of brother and father all in one. He's been teaching me how to be a vampire and how to survive in the Camarilla for the last eleven months. 

    In the last eleven months all of my bosses at Pentex murdered one another (I told you Fortune 500 companies are awful!) and there is new management. The original mission I was on is obsolete so I guess I have found a home for real? Except for the fact that I am currently in enemy territory with Arne and we are both unconscious and I have no idea if we're going to be killed, questioned, or some combination of the two. I'm really worried about Arne because the things I have heard about what the Sabbat do to Elders is not good and the things that I know the Phoenix Society does to Elders is even worse. 

    In my defense (do I have a defense; who exactly am I trying to defend myself from here?) it was his idea to come here. But it was my contact that facilitated it. So I guess if we die we have each other and ourselves to blame. 

    I've been beaten all to hell, I'm angry (really, really angry), and I have no idea what is going on and no one to talk to but the empty spaces inside my own head. This seems like it could be really bad. I wonder if death has finally caught up to me...

    Only time will tell. But I swear to you, me(?), whomever... if these folks kill Arne and not me I am going to make them regret every single one of their life choices.